I am currently in Egypt.
Last night, I had a breakdown because of the anti-Palestinian sentiment in this country. The things i’ve heard disgust me and i constantly feel sick to my stomach listening to them talk. I can’t tolerate being on the border of Gaza and hearing the shit that comes out of people’s mouths.
i’ve never wanted to leave egypt. but now i’m counting down the days.
it weighs too heavily on my shoulders. my inability to reach my fingers past an invisible border into the holiness of Gaza. i am paralyzed and I can’t breathe properly in this country. a part of me is dying and i can’t speak up or cry out.
civil disobedience and solidarity in America means so much to me right now in comparison to the complicity of this country.
im so tired